HPM: December 12th, 2012

12-12-12

>>e.zra-ing: Hey, can we talk?
>>be-birdie-clark: Sure, why not
>>e.zra-ing: It's December 12th. You always wanted to do something fun on 12-12-12 right
>>be-birdie-clark: Why are you asking me if we can talk?
>>e.zra-ing: I've been thinking... that we should try again
>>be-birdie-clark: why?
>>e.zra-ing: look if you're still mad you don't have to lie to me about it
>>be-birdie-clark: Okay, I won't. I'm still upset. 
>>e.zra-ing: That's fine, and you deserve to be. 
>>e.zra-ing: and I think we left on bad terms
>>e.zra-ing: I don't think you're stupid. You're one of the smartest girls I know. 
>>be-birdie-clark: omg this is the worst apology ever
>>e.zra-ing: Okay, you're right. I'm sorry. Really. And I know you think it's insincere but I mean it
>>be-birdie-clark: lol
>>e.zra-ing: ?
>>be-birdie-clark: you live like a street away? and you're texting me
>>be-birdie-clark: an admittedly pathetic apology too
>>be-birdie-clark: not enough
>>e.zra-ing: Fine, I understand that. Can we at least be civil though
>>be-birdie-clark: Have a good evening
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>>e.zra-ing: Have a good evening yourself.
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--12-31-12--

>>be-birdie-clark: Happy New Year
>>e.zra-ing: wow you're texting me first again
>>be-birdie-clark: It's called being polite Ezra
>>be-birdie-clark: Believe it or not I like doing that
>>e.zra-ing: of course you do angel
>>e.zra-ing: ...too soon
>>be-birdie-clark: Yep
>>e.zra-ing: Right. Well i'm stuck here with a million family members I don't know so I'll have to go... deal with them
>>be-birdie-clark: hah! you do that
>>be-birdie-clark: tell your brother I say hi
>>e.zra-ing: he says hi back
>>e.zra-ing: he wants to know when you'll come over again
>>be-birdie-clark: idk? we're not dating anymore so 
>>e.zra-ing: Oh
>>e.zra-ing: Yeah
>>be-birdie-clark: You remember right? that was undoubtedly a break-up
>>e.zra-ing: nah i just forgot since you seem kinda cool about texting me an w/e
>>be-birdie-clark: Like I said! being polite
>>e.zra-ing: right
>>be-birdie-clark: Anyway, New Mom Clark needs me so I'm gonna go attend to her now
>>be-birdie-clark: Don't get too drunk tonight 
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--4-12-13--

>>e.zra-ing: Grad school results and stuff came in, professor V says you made it into The Imperial College at Camphier?
>>be-birdie-clark: I did??
>>be-birdie-clark: Oh my gosh, that's amazing!
>>be-birdie-clark: I knew about Lumiose Tech but not about them. That's something I can brag about later
>>e.zra-ing: Didn't you get into all these schools early? Pretty amazing, objectively
>>e.zra-ing: it's a shame you're not going to grad school
>>e.zra-ing: explain to me again why? I don't really understand
>>be-birdie-clark: What's there to explain? I didn't want to
>>e.zra-ing: Yeah, but like... what are you going to do instead? I mean you can't do anything worthwhile without it
>>e.zra-ing: crap wait that's not what I meant
>>be-birdie-clark: yes it was!
>>be-birdie-clark: I thought we agreed to disagree about this
>>e.zra-ing: I just don't know why you don't... want to. It doesn't make sense to me! How long can this music school stuff go on?
>>be-birdie-clark: I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I love my job. It's fun! 
>>be-birdie-clark: Half my students are more mature than you lol
>>e.zra-ing: shut up
>>be-birdie-clark: You can't tell me what to do
>>be-birdie-clark: anyway, got a kid coming in with a water-damaged viola. this'll be a while
>>be-birdie-clark: goodbye
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--5-23-13

>>e.zra-ing: did your coffee order change?
>>be-birdie-clark: Not recently, no. Why?
>>e.zra-ing: you left your empty cup in the Ansell dorm commons
>>e.zra-ing: Small dark with no sugar?
>>be-birdie-clark: ...Ezra that's been my coffee order for almost three years now
>>e.zra-ing: oh.
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--6-9-13--

>>e.zra-ing: what the heck was up with you and your mom today? I've never seen you so angry
>>e.zra-ing: You seemed way more stressed that normal
>>be-birdie-clark: i am
>>be-birdie-clark: I'm gonna live with my dad for a few weeks, actually.
>>be-birdie-clark: Mom and I got in this huge fight
>>e.zra-ing: that much I know
>>e.zra-ing: what about?
>>be-birdie-clark: I don't remember! That's the worst part
>>be-birdie-clark: it started out a pretty tame 'where is your life going' talk
>>be-birdie-clark: Somehow I think working with my dad has made mom a bit... idk, jealous?
>>be-birdie-clark: I mean it's obvious she doesn't like him...
>>e.zra-ing: How much of this has to do with your dad?
>>be-birdie-clark: I'd say about a solid 44%
>>e.zra-ing: that's weirdly specific
>>be-birdie-clark: that's the thing though. I know how much of it is because of me
>>be-birdie-clark: Mom isn't happy that I declined IC Camphier. She wouldn't shut up about it today
>>be-birdie-clark: She's asking me if she did something wrong. Do you know how much I hate that line?
>>be-birdie-clark: She knows very well she didn't do anything. This is me. This is my problem! She doesn't need to care
>>e.zra-ing: of course she cares. She's your mom
>>e.zra-ing: She knows what kind of things you could do if you went to grad school
>>be-birdie-clark: You're one to talk Ezra. You don't shut up about it either
>>be-birdie-clark: ...am I making a mistake?
>>be-birdie-clark: don't answer that. i know what you'd say
>>e.zra-ing: you're not making a mistake
>>be-birdie-clark: I can tell you're saying that because I want to hear it.
>>be-birdie-clark: You don't really think this is a good idea. I know you too well
>>e.zra-ing: You could give me some credit for trying to be supportive?
>>be-birdie-clark: your support isn't real. 
>>be-birdie-clark: I know this because I know you.
>>be-birdie-clark: I don't have time to talk to you right now, Ezra
>>e.zra-ing: Beryllium, don't be foolish
>>be-birdie-clark: I'm going to the library. Goodbye.
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--6-10-13--

>>e.zra-ing: we need to talk about this
>>be-birdie-clark: not gonna happen
>>e.zra-ing: No, we need to. It's not a choice.
>>e.zra-ing: neither of us wanted that so why did it happen
>>be-birdie-clark: you're making it seem worse than it is, Ezra
>>be-birdie-clark: It was one kiss
>>e.zra-ing: I'm not letting us backslide, you know that right
>>be-birdie-clark: not talking about it
>>e.zra-ing: B you're being childish
>>e.zra-ing: We need to establish boundaries or something.
>>e.zra-ing: I'm not into you anymore.
>>be-birdie-clark: Good, I'm not into you.
>>e.zra-ing: Good
>>be-birdie-clark: are we done talking about this?
>>e.zra-ing: why do you want to leave so urgently anyway?
>>be-birdie-clark: well, um
>>be-birdie-clark: last night I freaked out about this to Hannah and I guess she got me a date for today?
>>be-birdie-clark: basically, I'm waiting for my date.
>>e.zra-ing: wait, you're on a date? Now? Today?
>>e.zra-ing: Isn't this a bit hasty of you?
>>be-birdie-clark: Not... really. It's a blind date. It's not like we're together
>>be-birdie-clark: I mean you said yourself, you don't want us to backslide.
>>be-birdie-clark: I see her. g2g
>>e.zra-ing: her?
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--8-15-13--

>>e.zra-ing: It's been a while... how have you been?
>>be-birdie-clark: Sorry, I'm grocery shopping.
>>e.zra-ing: Oh.
>>e.zra-ing: What for?
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>>be-birdie-clark: I needed steak
>>e.zra-ing: I didn't know you liked steak
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>>e.zra-ing: Okay, catch you later
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>>be-birdie-clark: Hey, I'm back
>>be-birdie-clark: Ezra?
>>be-birdie-clark: okay then. ttyl


--8-20-13--

>>be-birdie-clark: I'm trying to be polite about this
>>be-birdie-clark: ...okay. I don't actually care if you don't like my girlfriend. It doesn't give you a reason to be mean.
>>e.zra-ing: was that being mean? sorry
>>be-birdie-clark: It was! you so clearly didn't want to be there. 
>>e.zra-ing: because I didn't
>>be-birdie-clark: I don't care.
>>be-birdie-clark: I don't owe you anything anymore. 
>>be-birdie-clark: And I like Rina. It doesn't matter if you don't.
>>e.zra-ing: This isn't about Rina! It's not
>>e.zra-ing: I'm having a bad day
>>be-birdie-clark: You're always having a bad day
>>e.zra-ing: That doesn't make my day any better. Just because it's as bad as yesterday doesn't mean it's good. You know that.
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>>e.zra-ing: you're angry with me.
>>e.zra-ing: I can see why
>>e.zra-ing: but we'll never get past this if we don't talk about it. 
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--10-1-13--

>>be-birdie-clark: Are you alright?
>>be-birdie-clark: You've been really quiet lately... not with me specifically or anything
>>be-birdie-clark: just in general
>>be-birdie-clark: I was talking to your mom earlier and she said you got accepted to Lumiose Tech! Congratulations
>>be-birdie-clark: You always wanted to go there
>>be-birdie-clark: Rina's fine btw. She says she liked the book you wrote. 
>>be-birdie-clark: I'm sorry about blowing up at you the other day.
>>be-birdie-clark: Anyway, whenever you see this... good morning.
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--12-12-13--

>>e.zra-ing: B your facebook status says you're single, what happened?
>>be-birdie-clark: Rina and I broke up?
>>e.zra-ing: Why?
>>be-birdie-clark: ...it wasn't working? Idk what you want me to say
>>e.zra-ing: I thought you really liked her
>>be-birdie-clark: Guess I was wrong about that
>>e.zra-ing: I'm so sorry. really, I am
>>be-birdie-clark: Don't be! You don't have to worry about me. I don't want you to. 
>>be-birdie-clark: It was a clean split
>>e.zra-ing: if you say so
>>e.zra-ing: Do you want to talk about it?
>>be-birdie-clark: No?
>>e.zra-ing: You seem unsure
>>be-birdie-clark: No
>>be-birdie-clark: I don't want to talk about it. 
>>e.zra-ing: Well you can if you want to. I'm not going anywhere.
>>be-birdie-clark: Ezra, you been gone for almost a year now.
>>be-birdie-clark: idk why you want to talk to me all of a sudden
>>e.zra-ing: I care about you B, I don't want you to be beat up about this
>>be-birdie-clark: I wouldn't have guessed
>>be-birdie-clark: no i mean I really would not have guessed that
>>be-birdie-clark: ...Ezra, I'm moving. Out of Unova.
>>e.zra-ing: wait what
>>e.zra-ing: When were you going to tell me?
>>be-birdie-clark: honestly?
>>be-birdie-clark: never
>>e.zra-ing: I thought you trusted me enough to tell me this kind of thing. Is something wrong?
>>be-birdie-clark: Everything is wrong! that's why I'm moving.
>>be-birdie-clark: I need to get out of here. i want to be far away from my mom and my life here. I'm moving backwards and I want to do things differently
>>e.zra-ing: You were going to leave and you were never going to tell me?
>>e.zra-ing: Why did you tell me now?
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>>be-birdie-clark: Admittedly... I don't want to talk to you anymore.
>>be-birdie-clark: And I mean that in the nicest way possible
>>e.zra-ing: Beryllium, what's going on?
>>e.zra-ing: Beryllium?
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--3-4-13

>>e.zra-ing: Hey Beryllium
>>e.zra-ing: I just wanted to say hi.
>>e.zra-ing: I know you didn't want to talk to me, but I thought I'd send my regards
>>e.zra-ing: I wish you the best, B
>>e.zra-ing: And I mean it.
>>e.zra-ing: I don't want us to stop being friends. We had such nice conversations, y'know
>>e.zra-ing: I'd like for us to be friends again. 
>>e.zra-ing: I'm sorry, Beryllium.
>>e.zra-ing: I'm sorry for everything.

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